A love to kill

even though i see love
its passes by and i can't see it.
even though i know its love
i call it something else.
even though i hear love
its passes by and i can't hear love.

in order to cover my tears
i laught out loud

it is really that bad?
when everyone else loves
they are happy but why do i cry..

why does it only hurt for me
i would throw everything away
if only i had permission for this love
even though love hurts...